Saturday, 31 December 2011

❤ My Lovely Afternoon ❤


Out with my dear just now .. we going to SCR,Giant having lunch ^^  Woohoo .. 1st time saw my dear used sunglasses .. smart & handsome (^_^)  

Got a surprise .. he gave me a pair of lovers HP chain .. i like it so much ~ It's 1st gift from him .. must keep properly ~

~ HP Chain ~






~ HP Chain ~


He is more better than I thought .. he really good .. romantic too . hehehehehe ^^ Like him so much~


Looking forward to our date tonight :-)


Love ya .. muackzzz

Friday, 30 December 2011

~ Special year 2011 ~

Look back what have i did this year,what should i improve ~

1 year ago,i was expecting something completely different in my life. Last year,a stupid rock had changed my life. I told myself I've to,must stand up in order to continue my life. Be strong & brave to face it .. do not let other people looked down on you ~

Now is the last 2 days of 2011. I'm quite happy I've did a lot things especially i was standing up from wheelchair .. can walk by myself again ^^

This year .. i joined Kuching Life Care Society as a member. Joining them helping those who need help .. using my experience to help & support them. Besides,I have a big family in KLCS .. they all treated me well. :-)

In the year end .. I met a guy .. & now i'm in a relationship with him... muackzzz ^^ I'm not single and unavailable now .. wakakakaka :-P  Need to change my bad habit —— Sleep late. Starting now..have to sleep early liaw .. haha ~ Be a good girl .. guai guai ^^

A lot of good things happened this year,blessed year .. i wish 2012 gonna be a better year n i know it will be ~


Tonight has a farewell dinner with Pastor Ting @ Crown Square. Tomorrow,31st,last day ... helping godmother.. after that go Boulevard with my dear. Can't wait for our next date :-) 


Best regards with  ❤ ~ 


   Wishing all of you Happy New Year. Let's smile.





~ In a relationship ❤

I'm in a relationship with my dear Andrew now ^_^ So unexpected .. but it is true .. !!  We started this relationship last night~ Don't know how to explain my feeling now .. excited .. happy .. sweet .. glad .. wonderful .. great .. nice .. thanks ~

He really treated me very well in these few days .. haha .. i can feel it :-P  Honestly,he is a good man, so I've to cherish. Never let him go ~ 

A lot of sweet memories with him .. but i won't write here .. better keep in my mind :-) 

Dear .. i know i have a lot of  problems especially in relationship .. scare n worry. I always protect myself  from being getting hurt. Form now onward .. I gonna change my thinking .. so i won't be feel worry anymore~ Seriously,i do really trust you .. 1st time  got this kind of feeling .. don't ask me why :-D God is telling me ^^ 

Thank you for everything you did for me and your love ~ I'll appreciate our relationship~ 
Thanks God for .. blessing our relationship,letting us together (^_^)  It's the best christmas gift i received from God this year ~ Amen ~

NOW .. Start my love journey .... i feel sweet now  ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤


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Tuesday, 27 December 2011

~ 傻瓜 ~

坚强像谎言一样 不过是一种伪装
微笑像谎言一样 是最起码的假装 ..

Friday, 23 December 2011

~ 伤痕 ~

有些伤痕像场大火 把心烧焦难以复活
不碰了好像忘了 恐惧却在脑海住着
重复卡在一个 重要的时刻 不自觉就会退缩
连幸福也克制着 觉得什么都会的
防备着 ..........

可是我 想要忘了 恐惧如何把我上锁
不让未知成为负荷
人太脆弱 会不停错过 ————

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

~ Week in Review: December 12-18,2011~

Hi everyone .. i like to look back at my last week to see what i did ~
On 12 Dec, i went to KPJ,陪外婆去做复健~ After lunch,we went her house to teach her made dragonflies & handmade x'mas cards.

On 13 Dec, me,vincent & 外公 went to Mr Hung's warehouse @ Pending .. to take some things for our charity sales. Mr Hung gave me L size 七仔 as a present .. i like it so much~ Thank you my dear papa ^^ At night,we have a meeting held @ 外婆家~

~ 七仔 ~ 



On 14 Dec, we went to Mr Hung's warehouse at 8pm to clean up those stuffs for charity sales. Then, we have a BBQ at there too ... how nice the BBQ fish & Hotdog ... yummy2 ^^

On 15 Dec,i didn't went out coz wanna finished my dragonflies.

On 16 Dec, i went to work at KLCS centre. Contact sponsors, confirmed stalk number ..etc ~

On 17 Dec, rest at home.

On 18 Dec, KLCS christmas charity sales.

Thats all what i did in last weeks~ Now u know how busy i was .. hehe ^^ 虽然很忙,但很满足 :-)
Thanks God ^_^













Tuesday, 20 December 2011

❤ Sorry That I Loved You ❤

A guy called me this evening..telling me that he felt sorry for me~ Sorry for everything he did before..sorry for his useless..sorry for causing trouble. I replied him .. i didn't know who u are .. maybe u're wrong number ..^^ After *%#@*&$@# .. I said: "Sorry for forgetting you" ~
Lastly,he sent me this song —— Sorry That I Loved You by Anthony ^^


For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I hold you tight
And I'm So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/anthony-neely-lyrics/sorry-that-i-loved-you-lyrics.html ]
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
I'm so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won't make my difference tonight
But I'm hoping I'm Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry do can't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

Seriously,i didn't remember who he was till now. 

❤ 煎熬 ❤

早知道 你只是飞鸟
拥抱后 手中只剩下 羽毛
当初你又何必浪费
那么多咖啡和玫瑰 来打扰

我想要 安静的思考
天平上 让爱恨不再 动摇
一想你就平衡不了
我关灯还是关不掉 这风暴

心一跳 爱就开始煎熬
每一分 每一秒
火在烧 烧成灰有多好
叫思念 不要吵

我相信我已经快要
快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞  再和好

得不到 也不要乞讨
怎么做 不需要别人
转告 在陷的太深的海底
我也只剩下我自己 能依靠

心一跳 爱就开始煎熬
每一分 每一秒
火在烧 烧成灰有多好
叫思念 不要吵

我相信我已经快要
快要把你忘掉
跟寂寞 再和好

我相信我已经快要
是真的我快要
快要可以微笑
去面对 下一个 拥抱

听了这首歌很有感触 ~



















~ I l❤VE Curly Hair ~

I wanna curl my hair .. but .. d hair length still too short for curling now .. :-(  I wish my hair can get longer quickly, then i can curl & highlight it ~ I want to highlight either pearl white or purple color .. IMPOSSIBLE  .. coz i studying @ nursing school .. T__T''''  I LOVE Sebastian professional ^^

Sebastian Professional ~


Have to take a good care of my hair .. don't let it stay away from my life anymore ~ Going to wash my hair this week & have a SP treatment.

~ 现实永远都是残酷的 ~

现实永远都是残酷的,社会永远都充满着偏见与歧视的眼光~ 当你最需要别人得支持,但却得到别人的讽刺的时候,心里的难受..真​的会让我想..崩溃大哭~
借着被歧视的缘故 .. 学会了更加坚强和勇敢,更加爱自己~
世界就是那么现实~ 不能低头,也不能回头​ .. 只有向前走才可以得到解脱~

Sunday, 18 December 2011

❤ Tiring & Busy Sunday ❤

现在终于有一点点时间来blogging咯~ 这段时间真的很忙..忙透了^^ 今早KLCS举办了圣诞义卖会,位于富丽华购物中心~ 下午2时圆满结束 .. 谢谢大家的支持 .. 有你们的支持,义卖会很成功 :-) Merci Boucoup ^^

咳嗽近一个星期了,服用了很多种咳嗽药水都没见效 .. 呜呜 T__T''

冬眠过后,要准备去参加今晚的生日会了 :-)有空再来与大家分享这段期间的点点滴滴吧 :-D






祝福我 .. 早日康复哦 ^_^ 拜拜 ~

Monday, 5 December 2011

早出晚归的星期日❤

昨天真的是忙透了~ 前天晚上熬夜到凌晨3点才睡 .. (让我想起一首歌 : "为你熬夜,只为了做你的生日卡片.." ) 隔天早上7点起床准备去教堂~ 过后11am去吃早餐 .. 12noon送两个小妹去koko的理发店~ 2位可爱的妹妹要弄rebonding ,所以陪他们上去一下下 ^^ 1pm 去 Tyng Dance Academy 学 下星期日要表演的拉拉队舞 .. waka waka by shakira :-)  Ho ho .. 总于在3pm时顺利学会这支舞 .. 感谢主 ~

过后又倒回去koko那边陪两个小瓜 :-P  嘀嗒嘀嗒 ...时间过得真快 .. 5pm 咯 !!My Gosh .. 还剩1个半小时 ,今晚有生日会也~  T__T  回到家,匆匆忙忙地洗澡,换衣服,又出去参加生日会了 ~

外婆,Ah Long koko ,大姐的生日会 :-) 开心开心开心 ^^ 我和其他朋友share买了一只大大的Doraemon给大姐,也作了3张生日卡给这3位寿星者 (偷偷地告诉你们,我就是为了这3张生日卡熬夜..hehe .. 不过很值得,因为他们都很喜欢 ^^) ~

~外婆,Ah Long koko,Alice 生日会~ 

11pm到家 ... ~ 这就是我昨天的生活 ...

今天呢 ?? 有点累 . . . 但还是做了很多东西~ 准备了一部分making card的材料,2个Sample,4 assignments ~
        

Dragonflies 


 多下要Zzzzz了,养好睡眠,明天继续冲 .... 

Time for Bible














Friday, 2 December 2011

❤ 的12月来临咯 ‎^^♪¸.•*¨`*ིྀ˚ღ

转眼间,2011年即将接近尾声了 ... 还有最后一个月 .. Oopss .. 不是,还剩29天而已~  我美丽的deCemBer .. I luv u .. muackss. My favour christmas is coming soon ^^ Someone asked me ehy do I love x'mas so much .. my answer was .. I Like d Christmas Spirit, Christmas Tree, Christmas song, Christmas Present, Santa Clause, colourful bells & lights , etc ~ I like everything about christmas ..  it makes my day¸

我重了3kg .. 要减肥减肥减肥了 :-(  我要减肥,加油,你一定行的 !! 可是......
~ 明天有聚餐
~ 后天有生日派对
~ 下星期和后星期的周末同样有生日会
~ 圣诞节前2天有生日 + 聚餐 
~ 圣诞节有生旦晚宴
~ 12月最后一天有牧师离别会晚宴 
P/S: 还没加博爱里的生日会

惨咯!!怎么减肥吖~!! 增肥就有很大的可能 :-(   

薯条 , ice -cream , cola , 7up , 炸鸡 , 巧克力 , potatoes .... 走开走开 ,离我远点 ... stay far from me ^^ 

这个月很多好戏看,但很忙勒 ,只好尽量抽时间去看电影 .. 放松心情,宠宠自己 :-)  Yeah ... tomorrow catch out " Petaling Street Warriors " @ MBO with my siblings.  我很想看 "Twinlight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1 " , 希望能找到多余的时间去看~  

好好享受12月吧 , 做好准备迎接新的一年,顺便检讨下自己在这一年做了些什么 ,明年又有什么期望计划等 :-)

晚安 .. 美丽的星期五 ^^ 明天会更好 __ =D 

Thursday, 1 December 2011

ღ Last Day of November ღ


                                           ❤ 我要把所有不可能变成可能 ❤
Today is last day of Nov !! Times gone quickly .. one more month, December will be reached .. another word,means 2011 gonna finished .. have to get ready for 2012 ~&nbsp; In this month,many things changed &amp; happened .. changed better + smooth ~ The biggest things was I wanna changed course .. !!!

~ Diploma in Physiotherapy ~
When I told some of my friends that I wanna taking diploma in Physiotherapy,they acted like lost saw a ghost : “What? Are u kidding?" , " Are u able to take twice course in same time?” , " How bout u accounting? wanna give up? " , "I don't think u can handle this Physiotherapy coz u have some disable .. u know that" , " U wanna give up accounting,u crazy ", "脑袋坏啦,明知道自己不能念,还要念,是不是要残了才会怕" , “你能吗?”...... ........ All negative

Some of them .. especially my life care family members fully supported me ... Thank you very much coz i really need a positive supports from you guys. My minor doctor, Dr Albert Wong also encouraged to take this course coz i was a patient who had did alot of physio exercises .. it was a good experience for me in future.

My family members,life care family members,Dr Albert Wong supported my decision ,they believe in me, and i know my God did it too !!

Thanks God , the university , Masterskill College accepted me (diferrent with FTMS). I can start on January Intake,10 Jan 2012. It's not a easy but tough subject .. for me ... very hard with my condition now .. !! I believe I can ..

我不是冲动,已经考虑很清楚了~ 我对自己有信心,对上帝有信心~ 大家也对我有信心,非常支持我~ 你们认为我不可能能做到的,我一定会把它变成可能 :-P

不管多么辛苦,我一定会努力的 ^^ 加油加油 Gambateh (*_*)

我是奇迹,也一定可以克服不便的困难,来面对学业的挑战 ^^ 上帝与我同在 ~

Wednesday, 30 November 2011

❤ My X-Big Life Care Family ❤



~ Life Care Family Photo ~


 ❤ 寻找到了疼爱+关心+温暖+幸福 ❤


Tell you something ... guess what .. I have a bigx3 family .. from Kuching Life Care Society (古晋博爱协会) ~ See the family photo below ^_=




~Sweet Memories ~

Haha .. :-) Let me calculate how long i got to know
them until now .. started 6 Aug - 30 Nov .. 117 days ~ I knew them for 117 days already ^^ Thanks God for it .. Amen ❤ 


~Taken 6th Aug~
~ Taken 6th Aug ~

 I like them all very much. They treated me very well and nicely ^^ I'm really happy & great to have them in my life. 嘻嘻 .... 我爱这个家 ... 因为它能给我家的感觉 + 幸福 + 爱  0(n_n)0


In this family,我有外公外婆,干妈干爸,大姐,二姐,三姐,daddy , mommy , 舅公 ,lots of koko & jiejie  ^^ 之前从来没有的家庭成员和感觉 .. 现在都有了 —— 幸福满满 ❤ 

~Me , 大姐 , 二姐 , 三姐 ~

~ Me , 干妈 , 干爸 ~

~ 看里面穿得最出色的就是舅公啦 ~



大家都对我很好很好,也很照顾关心我 ^^



我把他们当成自己的家人一样,希望我可以好好地对待他们,爱他们......



~ Sweet memories ~ 
~ 船下的就是外婆啦 ~
















~淑丁  , Adeline , Me , Jason , Jackson ~




谢谢他们... 我他们,我博爱 ~  希望大家平安喜乐,身体健康 ~ 求主保佑看顾他们 .. .★

P/s: 在里头我寻找到了疼爱+关心+温暖+幸福      (★_★)